Bonnie was a special needs rescue. She was crippled in her back legs.
Nancy took on the task of becoming her foster & taking her back & forth to the vets & hospital. She fell in love with her & decided to adopt her & tried so hard to save her life & make her happy.
Thank you Nancy for giving this girl the best times in her life she probably ever knew.
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Bonnie joined all of
our other Fur Angels in heaven early this morning. She went very quietly
in her sleep. Nicky was laying beside her, with his head across her
neck.
I knew her time was close, because she was not eating well, and at times
even refusing to eat at all. Yesterday I got up very early, so I could get Bonnie all comfy before
leaving. She was alert, she refused breakfast (she ate a good dinner the
evening before). She drank a good amount of water. She seemed
comfortable and content, but I was on pins and needles till I got home.
When I got back, she raised her head and greeted me. I changed her
bed,gave her a nice sponge bath, and diapered her. She seemed to be
herself..she really enjoyed the baths and comfy clean blankets. She
refused food again, but was still drinking as normal. I knew from
experience that if she continued to refuse food, the end was near. I
spent the entire evening with her. We watched TV and I petted her head.
I told her she was such a good friend and not too worry, I would take care
of her. I slept in my recliner, right beside her (I have slept in my bed
only 6 times since she came to me.) I went to sleep at 12:30, a heavy
heart. I was pretty sure today would be the day I would have to make a
very difficult decision. But I prayed she would surprise me and eat
breakfast in the morning. I woke up a few times, and each time Bonnie was
sleeping comfortably. At 7:00AM I sat straight up. I was wide awake.
All the critters were sound asleep. I looked at Bonnie, and I could see
she was not breathing. When I touched her, her body was still warm, so I
knew she hadn't been gone very long. Little Nicky was right there with
her. I had a good cry, and then I thanked God for taking that her body is
young again. I know she is running and playing. I also know that she
will be waiting for me at the Rainbow Bridge. What a wonderful day that
will be!
I am still kind of numb. I don't know what to do with myself. Such a
large part of my time went to her. I never regretted bringing her into my
home and heart. I will miss the gratitude and love, I always saw in her
eyes. She was a wonderful example of taking what life gives you and
making the most of it. I love her so much.
Nancy